Thank you!

Dear Scott,

 

Thank you so much for sticking by me over the past 19 months, you’ve always been there for me and always support me.

 

I know I am so lucky to have you in my life not only as my boyfriend but as my best friend too. You can always cheer me and make me smile which can be annoying when I’m trying to be mad at you! – But I can never stay mad at you for long.

 

I’m so glad we’ve got past arguing every five minutes and we can actually enjoy our relationship now.

 

I love you so much, I never want to lose what we have.

 

xxxxxxxxx

SURPRISE

Dear Scott,

 

I haven’t written you a letter on here in ages, which is a good thing really because it means it’s been ages since you were away for 3 WHIOLE WEEKS.

 

Anyways I decided to write you this because I love you and we can’t talk properly tonight and I feel bad for being in a bad mood last night for no reason.

 

I’m really looking forward to Sunday and spending time together, only 3 days to go!

 

I love you so much, I really can’t wait to be with you again and go on our second holiday together.

 

I want you to know I always have and always will give you everything I can because I always want you to be happy.

 

I love you xxxx

Last day at work!

Dear Scott,

 

I got my results today, as you would know I’ve been telling you how badly I’m going to do – turned out I didn’t do that badly (just like you said) Two B’s, a D and an E – not too bad. My first day off from work tomorrow is going to be spent really looking into all this uni stuff.

 

I have so much to do tomorrow, the day before I get to see you(!). I’m so excited. I don’t know where to start with getting everything all ready – there is so much for me to do. I still need to finish packing, finish your surprises completely, get myself ready… the list goes on quite a bit...

 

I hope you have had a good day today, I’m just about to go and watch the first Celebrity Big Brother… It’s a shame we couldn’t talk tonight I would have loved to have spent tonight just chatting to you, but I have made progress with your surprise so that was good. I’m so tired after work today and I was only there half a day…

 

I really can’t wait for Saturday – It’s going to be amazing!

 

I love you so much xxxxxxxx

Can’t wait :)

Dear Scott,

 

I’m so glad that you’re back from Nepal, I love you so much. It’s so good being able to talk properly.

 

I can’t believe how cheeky you are today though! I think you’re making up for the last three weeks to be honest.

 

I’m not looking to tomorrow, results day… I really don’t think I’ve done very well.

 

It’s my last day at work tomorrow, until after I see you. The time has gone so fast – I really can’t wait until we’re together it’s going to be amazing – just like you! Spending so much time together really is going to be incredible.

 

I love you so so much xxxxxxx

You come home today!

Dear Scott,

 

This one is going to be fairly short… I can’t wait – you come home today. This means we can talk more. I’ve missed you and talking to you so much! I really hope you’ve had a good time though.

 

I’m at work today – at least it will keep me busy until you’re back.

 

We’re another day closer to seeing each other! Everything is finally falling into place, all I need to do is work out what I want to do about my future.

 

I love you, can’t wait to talk to you properly xxxxx

I can’t wait for the 20th–29th August

Dear Scott,

 

I really can’t wait until I see you on the 20th August, our train journey together is going to be really good too! The whole time I’m with you is going to be amazing, I just know it will be because it always is, but I know I won’t want to come home on the 29th…

 

I hope you have really enjoyed your time in Nepal baby. I know there have been some points that have been tough for you, but hope you have some amazing memories and had some good experiences because I know how much you were looking forward to going. Your home tomorrow, can’t wait to hear from you, and finally be able to talk properly!

 

I’M SO EXCITED ABOUT NEXT SATURDAY! I really can’t wait… Every time I think about it I just get more excited about the fact I’m going to be seeing you.

 

I’ve thought about my future a little bit today, but I really need to talk to you about it. I just can’t seem to work out what I want to do. I need someone to talk it through with.

 

I’m at work tomorrow, not looking forward to it after the walk I went on today with the family in Thetford forest, I’ve got to bike and my legs really hurt. I fell over and bruised my elbow we thought I’d broken it when I’d first done it but I haven’t because the swelling went down and it’s only a little bit purple now.

 

Can’t wait to talk to you properly, and I’m really looking forward to seeing you, I can’t wait baby.

 

I love you so much xxxxxxxxxxx

At the age of 16, 80% of people have already met the person they're gonna marry.

Dear Scott,

 

I saw this statistic – “At the age of 16, 80% of people have already met the person they're gonna marry.” and instantly thought of you. I really do hope it’s you I get to marry.

 

I hope you’ve had a better day today, I’ve been really worried about you all day, hoping things are better for you and that you are smiling! I hated how upset you were yesterday.

 

I’m still looking at all the options to do with uni and what I can do. Especially having a proper look at the financial side of it.

 

It’s my day off tomorrow but the family want to go on a walk at Thetford forest… wish you could come too!

 

I love you so much xxxxxxxx