We got together for the first time after camp last year, it took a lot for that to happen, I wasn’t convinced but I saw a different side to Scott that I didn’t see at camp ( I guess I was intrigued). We broke up three months later (well I broke up with him), loads of stuff happened, people telling me different things so we sort of came to an end, we both moved on.
I thought that would be the end for us, but gradually I realised that maybe I did actually like him a lot more than I intended, well now I’m pretty sure I love him (big word I know but I mean every letter of it), but I never thought we would get together and break up as much as we have, but I’ve found out I can’t live without him.
So on the 6th April 2010 we got back together and have stayed together. Being with him and not being able to see him whenever I want is really hard but knowing he’s mine makes it a lot easier. I know a lot of people think long distant relationships don’t work but well I guess we do, I’m not saying it’s easy, it’s not , far from it but what it does mean is you know the person a lot more and I love everything about him and I’m pretty sure I wouldn’t know him this well and be this close if we lived closer together.
There are a lot of things that made me fall for him, but it’s the small things that make me love him so much, like when he says all he wants to do is make me happy, or when we talk on the phone and he can talk endlessly about something that’s happened that day. Then there is the things like how he can make me smile no matter what, is always willing to listen, his cute smile and gorgeous face, the way he says things and all his words for things, his texts telling me how much he loves me. There are so many things about him that I love I can’t write them all down.I know I’m lucky to have him and I don’t want that to change, ever. I really couldn’t imagine my life without him, I love him so much.
