Dear Scott,
I’m so tired from the last week of work, I‘m so glad I have a day off tomorrow. I wish I could have a cuddle from you.
There isn’t really been a lot happening today at work, it was pretty quiet, I miss talking to you so so much, I want my boy back.
I think I’m going to go to bed.
I love you xxxxxx
Dear Scott,
I don’t have long to write this because I woke up late! I need my personal alarm back.
I just wanted to say how lucky I am to call you mine, you are amazing! You need to stop telling me that you’re not because you are.
I’m hoping it’s not too busy at work because I’m so so so tired. Plus we’ve got my Uncle Ivan, Auntie Angela and Ryan coming over tonight, then I’m in work tomorrow, it’s been a long weekend – so busy and tiring.
I hope you have a good day today babe, and do loads of amazing things!
I love you so much xxxxx
Dear Scott,
This isn’t going to be very long because I’ve just spent ages writing you an e-mail and I should have been getting my stuff ready for work tomorrow. See what you do even when you’re not in the same country!
Been a pretty busy day, I miss you millions and I just want a cuddle from you or even just to hear your voice would be good right now. Only 16 more days until I can hear your voice though and 21 days till I can have my cuddle!
My eye hearts from where I punched myself in the face today at work. It’s got a bit bruised not too bad though.
My Nan is a little better so that’s pretty good definitely way better than getting worse!
I miss talking to you in my lunch breaks so much, and all our little conversations – everywhere I look or turn I’m reminded of you or something you’ve said, or something we’ve done together. I told you you would be on my mind all the time your away and you have been.
I get paid on Monday, just happens to be my day off so I won’t get it until I’m in on Tuesday – it means I’ll be able to get my railcard sorted and my train tickets over the next week. I’m so looking forward to seeing you it really is going to be amazing and so special because of all this time we haven’t been able to talk.
I’ve just craving one of your hugs I actually am.
I hope you’re having a good time, I’ll write you another letter in the morning and I’ll try to get an e-mail done too. I was nearly late for work because I was too busy trying to write you that e-mail.
Anyways, I’d better get my stuff sorted for work tomorrow, I’m guessing you haven’t had any internet because you haven’t updated that blog or replied to any of my e-mails. So for when you can see this I hope you are having an amazing time…
…Remember….
I love you so much, and I’m going to have a present for you when I see you! xxxxxxxxxxx
Dear Scott,
You said about being on skype tonight I don’t know what’s happened, but I tried talking to you on msn and I’ve sent you an e-mail and messaged you on facebook but I don’t think you’re getting anything or can’t reply.
I hope you’re having a good time and have a lot of stories to tell me already. I’m missing talking to you loads. Got work again tomorrow and all weekend, busier than I usually am, aren’t I?! Oh yeah and me and the family are going to Southend on sea on Monday on my next day off – I’m looking forward to it, I’ve never been there so it’ll be nice to visit somewhere new, one day we’ll be visiting new places together!
Someone at work asked me if I thought you were the one – I’ve never really believed in all that but I can safely say I really do think you are. That probably sounds really corny and weird for me to say that seeing as I never really open up to you (I’ve just realised how much I don’t open up to you and how much it must hurt you when I don’t) and I’m sorry for not opening up to you and I promise I will be opening up to you more when you get back.
Wish we could have spoken today, hopefully we’ll get another chance! You’re probably really tired with the time differences and everything.
Love you always xxxxx
Dear Scott,
If it wasn’t for work I think I would be going crazy by now, actually I’ve only been off one day and I’m going really crazy because normally I would have spent a couple of hours talking to you but instead I’m trying to do a zillion things to take my mind off you being away. but as soon as I start doing something I get reminded of you by something in it or while I’m doing it.
You being away is really showing me how much you mean to me and how much I love you and appreciate every single little thing you do for me. Not to mention how much more I’m going to appreciate being with you in the next few weeks.
Love you so much panda xxxxx
Dear Scott,
I’m watching that 50 greatest Harry Potter moments on ITV player and I just realised in a really strange weird way you’re like Dobby, I’m not being mean but whenever you hurt yourself (on purpose because you think you’ve done something to seriously hurt me but generally haven’t) it’s just like what Dobby does, I think he should be your favourite character not Sirius Black.
Love you xxxxx
Dear Scott,
I replied to your e-mail last night, the one that I couldn’t make sense of. I thought you would have replied this morning so I checked my inbox this morning and you hadn’t. Guess things are pretty busy for you at the moment, I really hope it’s all going well and you’re enjoying it.
My day off feels pretty empty not talking to you at the moment – probably why I’m writing this.
I’ve been looking up different present ideas for your birthday today. I’ve got so many ideas I don’t know which one you’d like best because I want to get you something different from what I’ve got you before but also something that you’ll like.
I don’t really have a lot to say, I miss talking to you – I want to have one of our chats about nothing, one of the ones where we don’t talk about anything really important but one that means something to me.
Love you always xxxxxx
Dear Scott,
Been a pretty hectic day today, so much I want to tell you but I don’t know how to say it when I write it down… I’m so tired now – I’ve realised I’m going to be working 6 days this week tomorrow is my only day off.
I got up early like I usually do to talk to you this morning on skype then I remembered you wouldn’t be on it, it so weird how you get used to little things like that!
So glad you’re having a good time already.
Love you always xxxx
Dear Scott,
I feel so bad, I thought you had left, so I left my phone upstairs so I didn’t think about trying to text you, I just came up to bed and you hadn’t left and you were texting me.
I am so so so sorry.
Feels so weird not texting you to say night like we usually do… so I guess night baby I love you so much…. doesn’t feel the same saying it like this. You’re probably travelling through a bazillion different time zones at the moment. I hope you’ve coped okay with the flight, I know you’ll be fine.
I love you incredible amounts xxxxxx
Dear Scott,
I can’t believe it’s Tuesday and now you’re on your way to Nepal! I hope you really do have a good time, because it will be a great experience for you and at least you don’t have to put up with the rubbish weather we have here.
Work was really quiet today, but the tiger were out loads an as we can see them from the kitchen window it was quite nice to be able to spend sometime watching them.
I tried watching that program I was telling you about on the phone before you had to catch your plane but my internet it being rubbish yet again so I gave up trying to watch it because it kept stopping to buffer the video and I got bored of waiting for it.
I’m in work again tomorrow, I’m so tired from the last two days I don’t want to be there tomorrow because of it. But looking at it another way it is what is making seeing you possible so I guess it is a good thing plus it means I’m not sat around at home doing nothing.
I’ll probably be writing this more than once a day, most likely whenever I would have been talking to you – 3 weeks right now feels like forever but once they’re finally over we will be seeing each other and I can’t wait for that. But right now I hope you have an amazing time because it will be a completely amazing experience, and is good for you to get away from everything.
I love you so much xxxxx
Dear Scott,
I can’t believe that it’s Tuesday already… I’m going to miss talking to you so much while you’re away. But we will be seeing each other straight away when you’re back so I can’t wait for the next three weeks to be over.
At least I won’t have you trying to find out what you’re birthday present is when I buy it!
I hope you have a good time though and come back with loads of stories to tell me.
I love you xxxx
Ps. Don’t get ill and die from so weird disease.
Dear Scott,
I can’t believe everything you’ve gone through in your life and yet you’re still no where near as selfish as a lot of people. I’m definitely lucky to call you mine, I really am.
You treat me so well, and yet people treat you so badly. I wish I could do so much more for you sometimes. I need to stop taking so much out on you because you don’t deserve that.
Can’t believe you’ve been beaten up again babe. I really can’t, and to have your phone stolen too… there is no way you deserve any of this. I hate knowing you go through things like this and I can’t help you. I feel bad because I thought you just weren’t replying to my texts and then you phoned me and told me that you’d been beaten up, I feel so bad.
I love you xxxx
Dear Scott,
You guessed what I was doing, as usual you read my mind. I honestly don’t know how you do that, I wish I did though!
When you go away it’s going to be so hard and I’m going to have nothing to do as I’m always talking to you in my spare time. What am I going to do, I suppose it’s a good thing that I’m working for quite a lot of the time when you’re away hopefully that will mean the time will go really fast and then it won’t be too long until we’re actually together and we won’t have any amount of distance between us (countries or counties).
Tuesday is coming round really fast, I want it to slow down but the faster it comes, the sooner you’ll be back and the sooner we’ll be together, so I guess in a way it’s a good thing that Tuesday is coming round quickly, I just hope the next 3 weeks come round just as fast!
Love you always xxxx
