16 AMAZING Months

Dear Scott,

 

It’s crazy we’ve been together for 16 months, 1 year 4 months – that’s a really long time! The longest relationship I’ve ever been in and the only relationship I want to be in for the rest of my life.

 

I really can’t believe how far we’ve come, through all our ups and downs and yet we’re still together! I put you through so much and you still want to be with me, you’re an incredible guy and I am so so lucky to have you! I hope that I can always call you mine.

 

I never thought I would be able to have a decent guy, a proper relationship where I can trust them, rely on them, tell them everything…. but I have in you. I never want to lose that… ever.

 

I miss you so much right now, on a day I’d have loved to just talk to you about but everything at the same time we’re even further apart than we would normally be. But you are just being your kind, caring self – you’re in Nepal helping others, I couldn’t expect any less from you could I. You’ve always wanted to help other people and try and make their life better even if it made yours worse – But I hope I can make your life better even if it’s by the smallest bit. I want to give you as many good memories as you have more, actually I want to give you even more because you don’t deserve to have gone through what you have. You deserve to have the best possible life from now on and I want to be there to help you have that.

 

I really cannot wait for you to come back baby, so I can change what I have been doing so wrong for so long. I haven’t been treating you the way I should, and I promise you I will be because you didn’t deserve me taking you for granted, and I won’t be, not anymore. I’m going to treat you like the amazing person that you are. I’m going to open up to you like you’ve always wanted me to. We’re going to have our perfect relationship back, we really are.

 

I’ve had a pretty good day today, got another day off tomorrow which will be good, it would be even better if I was able to spend it talking to you. I know you’ll be back soon though!

 

I can’t wait to see you I really can’t, I can’t wait to be able to hug you and kiss you whenever we want and to just be able to sit in you arms again is going to be amazing… just like you!

 

I love you so much baby, I’m going to e-mail you this exact same letter because I don’t know how other to say what I just have, I’m always going to be yours – I promise xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx